well no matter what I thought on this journey, 1 year in the making (as far as planning goes) and 3 days before I am suppose to leave it all just falls apart. My mother backed out on all of her committments. Everyone who for all these years has said they would be there for me, is not! I though when someone gave you their word, it meant something. Clearly that is not the case. ASo now where? My house is packed, stuff is put in the storage unit. I have told my child what exactly was going to happen, and now none of it is. I am left with out a place to stay, and o support system. How am I suppose to do this. I feel crushed and defeated. How do you pick up and go on? Where do you go on to?